Today has been an up & down day.  I was more than delighted to catch up on some much needed sleep.  & then enjoyed the company of friends.  & then I had a random moment of insecurity.  & so I threw myself into The Word, & let the Lord comfort me with His loving words & promises.  & then I enjoyed being productive in my schoolwork, only to have a small moment of insecurity, & then the process would start again.  In reality, it’s not an enjoyable situation to be in.  To be honest, it’s hard to look at the positive, it just sucks.  To feel like you did something wrong, or you weren’t enough.

I’m just trying to remind myself that this is day 1.  That it is not always going to be like this. That the Lord is faithful.  & His love is enough. that I am adequate in His eyes.  & in reality, it is only His eyes that matter.


This is my prayer in the desert
And all that’s within me feels dry
This is my prayer in the hunger in me
My God is a God who provides

And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames

And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain

I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

And this is my prayer in the battle
And triumph is still on it’s way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I’ll stand

All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I’m filled to be empited again
The seed I’ve received I will sow

The Desert Song [Hillsong]


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