Day 170something? [Lost in the Chaos]

I’m terrified.  I’m getting ready to graduate in 52 days & then I have to officially shed the title of a full-time student & acquire the one of a full-time worker.

  • Some things that excite me:
  • Moving back in with my parents.
  • Having a dog again.
  • Not having homework.
  • Being able to read a book for leisure & not feel guilty about not reading for class.
  • Seeing my brother & sister on a daily basis.
  • Having a big girl paycheck & being able to support some of my friends going into ministry.
  • Becoming an official member of a church.
  • Getting baptized.
  • Finding a way to serve in Detroit.
  • Making new friends.
  • Getting to park my car 20 feet from my house.
  • Not having to pay to do laundry.
  • Being able to cook my own food instead of eating in the caf.
  • Having more spare time to do the things I’m passionate about.
  • Having a bathtub [PRAISE THE LORD!!!]
  • Some things I am dreading:
  • Moving away from the friends that I’ve lived life with for 4 years.
  • Trying to fit the mold of what used to be when I am a different person from who used to live life in my hometown.
  • Not finding a fruitful community.
  • Becoming complacent.
  • Falling flat on my face.
  • Disappointing the people I love the most.

But I guess when it comes down to it, no matter what my fears are, I have to graduate.  I have to start working.  & I have to be a grown up FOR REAL.  I will let you know how it goes.  


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