If we are going to be real right now, I am really frustrated with studying. I feel like it’s all I’ve done for the past 3 weeks & I’m ready to be done. All I want to do is read my Bible. After Friday, I won’t be responsible for reading any other books! I can finally sit down and read for however long I want. I won’t have to worry about being a good steward & making studying a priority. I have almost 4 months to fully focus all of my attention on the Lord. Ahhh, I can’t wait.
As I think about summer, I get really excited. I am spending my summer at home. & I have never felt more confident that this is precisely what the Lord was calling me to do. I know that at first I was feeling like I wasn’t doing the right thing because I wasn’t going on a Summer Project, but if we are going to be honest, that was completely out of my tendency to people please. But as I get closer to the summer, & more of my plans become finalized, I AM SO STOKED! I will be using my God-given passion for business & family to work at my family’s business this summer. I will be serving in Detroit, some way or the other. & I will be getting involved in my new church! More importantly than all that, I will really be spending a lot of time pursuing the Lord.
My only anxiety for the summer is not knowing if I have for sure landed the internship with the church that I hope to work with in Detroit. It is something I really desire. However, I feel like the Lord has calmed me over the past couple of weeks by showing me that even if I don’t get the internship, there are ways I can be in ministry in Detroit. We will see how it goes….=].
Gahhh! 7 more days until I move home! I’m trying to remain content with where I am right now but gee golly is it difficult right now!